I can feel it sliding away again all my hopes and dreams. It's happening much faster then before I'm falling into the darkness at such speeds that when I hit bottom the impact may just kill me. My heart cries out yet no one seems to hear I'm rambling again the end must be near. I've been forsaken from the light and I guess I fail to care for caring only tends to hurt me in the end. I'd like to say I love her but I don't know what love is it's a word I fear an emotion I fear more. Everytime I thought I felt it in the past I was hurt yet I doubt it was truly love that I felt. I care about her more then anything else in the world I had everything thought out on how to show that to her till a few simple words crushed me completly I lost my nerve and never got to speak my mind for she was gone before I found the words again. I guess it wasn't ment to be it wasn't my time to say what I've wanted to say for so long... I hope I find the words again cause I want to be with her for as long as time will let me.